Didn't Love You So

I wish I didn't love you so.
In a way that cracked open heaven and let rain paradise. In a way that made you mimic my every move, hate, and want. I wish I kept safe that heart, its hope in love when my fire ran out.

I watch you hold on to memories and more dreams, a future devoid of my shadow beside yours. And yet you wouldn't budge, for I broke you so. So much that you're invisible to the love of any other. Now you stand bare, stripped of confidence searching for love, but just in me.