Mom used to say how stupid i was just to make me feel that i need to work harder than anyone else to be called "smart" . but i knew that I don't need to work to get there. I just needed to think i could be smart as the ones Mom used to talk about always.
When i grew up,I thought to myself " Is there anything more offensive to people than a stupid kid as me has a stronger chance to succeed ?"
So , unintentionally I screwed up to make people Live the Life I wanted .