Kill me, Let me Live

Kill me now
Relieve me of the burden
The relentless sufferings
Of tyranny and disrespect
Self-hate and discouragement
Fills the crevices of my soul
The world
Slathered me with lies
Washed me in fear
Consumed me in oblivion
"You're too weak"
You're violence is too much
"You're so sensitive"
You have such a sharp mouth
"Man up"
Shut up

I am pointless. An indirect object. A white crayon.
Nothing to give. Nothing to receive.
A nothing. A nobody.

Now, for the first time, I can end this.
Rope, Blade, or Gun
The choices are endless.

Please. Let me live.