Game over

I hurt so much tonight that I run to that dark place of mine once more. Where light cannot go through. Where hope dies before being born. I thought I was free of that place. I nearly believed in happiness. But I stand alone again, in the island of my despair. Rocking back and forward, I advance further into the more sinister recesses of my mind. Always further. Far away, I hear my name being called by that loving voice I longed to hear so many times. But it's too late. I won't be brought back. Game over for me.