Free?

Excitement takes over my body, almost throwing me about the house in anticipation. I pull on my clothes, and i put on all my make-up.

This time it is really happening was recurring in my head, the thought matching up to the smile on my face.

I get to the door and open it, then it dawns. I'm ready, i'm willing, but i can't. I'm looking at this world, and realize there is nothing for me in it. I sink down as i realize i can take part but can never really belong. I am stuck here, with him.