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It's a constant battle with my mind, every day. It has been, for years.
I thought it was getting better. I thought we were friends. But then it does this, hitting me out of the blue with a force so strong I can't breathe.
I've tried to fight. But after twelve years, I don't know if I have any more strength to get up, and fight another day. I'm tired. I'm exhausted, to the bone. My soul is weary. I can't do this anymore.
I wish there was a button, to switch my mind off, but I can't find one.

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