capitulation

im part of the darkness again. ive slipped back into emptiness
the engulfing world and encroaching flames come to drown me again
ive melted away. thrown into the air with the breeze of loneliness
succumbed to the increasing willpower of the inevitable
the crowded and cracked edged me off into oblivion
my veins crackle and hiss with my escaping sanity
the heroin has made me see im not the heroine i used to be
my flesh isnt my own my soul isnt my own
what i thought was me isnt me at all. just a ruined temple
wait for me