Another Choice

This is what must be done.
There is no other choice.
No, that's not true.
There is always another choice.
Another option.
Many people feared it.
They wanted to get away from it.
They hated it.
Yet, there are some who desired it.
They longed for it.
Wished for it.
I am one of them,
Hoping that that last choice would solve everything.
It would make the pain go away.
Forever.
In the darkest parts of my brain.
And the deepest parts of my soul.
I want it.
Give it to me.
Whisper them in my pitiful ears.
Kill me.