Silent voice

She was naked, in bed, my arms around her, saying my name.
I have never imagined that the day has come when i am with her and she is with me.
She is a holy spirit, a holy body and a holy idea. She is the world i seek, the truth, the time i want to spend and the words i want to write.
We almost made love but in a moment, i realized that she never chose me like i chose her. She always chose anything but me.
I yelled inside, screamed for my misfortune and kissed her goodnight.