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I have loved a girl for 9 years. She knows. I tell her whenever i meet her that she will be the only one who i can share my life with.

She has loved a boy for 9 years. I know. She tells me that nothing could break her relationship with him and she understands me but she has already made a choice.

I have no idea who i should love, or how to love. I like many people but i can never imagine myself dying by their side.

I feel angry all the time, yet no time is left.

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    Christopher 9 months ago

    Wow. That's quite a dilemma, Che. I wound up not being able to be with the only woman I wanted too. But I'm still hoping there's another out there. Somewhere.

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    Drew Martyn 9 months ago

    That's heartbreaking.,Che, but perhaps it's time now to enjoy the friendship (if you can - you certainly sound from this as if you're mature enough to do that) and move on. I've always found (if I can remember that far back, lol) that when you're looking for someone they're never there, but stop looking and they magically appear. Anyway, for what it's worth, good luck, I wish you well :)

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    Drew Martyn 9 months ago

    I also love the title btw :)

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    Che bk201 9 months ago

    Thank you so much for the comments !
    I am pleased that i can share this here.
    My man Chris , yes there will be another , eventually , we cannot stand still forever.
    Drew, you know what title looks like this :') Gabriel Garcia Marquez !
    Yes, i am enjoying friendship and i moved on but somehow, at mid-night, my mind reminds me that a woman like that exists and she's so close yet so far.
    I wish you well too and thank you !

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    Drew Martyn 9 months ago

    Hah, that's brilliant, I thought it was Marquez :) Nice one! :)

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