When i was a kid, i asked God for love.
When i grew up, I understood God don't work that way because now i'm fucked up. Imagine that you got love deep inside that you could share with everyone, and you do that with all the people around you. You share your love, your life, your experience and what's more valuable, your inner self.
And you wait for a chance with the woman you love.
You meet her everyday for 3 years, you still love her and you can't do shit about it.
She does not love you.