higgs particles

"don't look at me" she said .
" I can't but look at those eyes by which i see, by which i'm real." I said.
" But i'm selfish. I got an eye for myself and an eye for the universe" she murmured.
"Same as you and you are my first mystery to solve"
"come close but stay far, not too far but where i can see you"
I followed her to the core of matter . We vanished yet we exist.
I couldn't scream or yell But i'm certainly able to effect everything.
We've become Part of Higgs Particles.