I'm so sorry, dear.
They say, "People look in the heart, rather than the face”. White, normal height, slim weight, long hair, good eyes, perfect nose - beautiful. They say, "Silence speaks louder than words". Loud, social, noisy, fake - leaders. They say, "Your emotions are valid". Famous and socially acknowledged, and sad for a day - bipolar. The basic rules.
I have lost all faith in humanity. But that isn't the real reason I'm sorry.
It's because I promised we would fight. The two of us versus the rule. Versus this unjust society. We would become rebels.
I failed you. I'm sorry.