Blurred By Tears

My face burned. I knew I was crying because tears blurred my eyes but I couldn't hear myself sobbing because blood thundered and thrummed in my ears.
What was going on in his head? Did he think I killed Mr Bowen? In his head, did he somehow know I'd killed Mr Bowen?
Why would he think that of me?
I wiped tears from my cheeks as my vision darkened around the edges and his accusing face suddenly sharpened into focus. Then somehow I'd hit him, my fist and wrist hurt, and he was lying on his back on the ground.