You

I love you, you angel. You wake me up each morning, motivating me to go on living another day. You make my heart jump with joy whenever you smile. You appear in my dreams to make me feel loved. You make reality hurt so much because it's where an "us" doesn't exist. You make my heart ache because I know I'll never be the reason behind that smile. You keep me awake until late at night to cry and despise living life here on earth because you will never feel the same way about me. You monster. I hate you.