A New Years Resolution

"You promised," Said my teary Wife.
I had disappointed her. I couldn't help it, i loved every minute of it. i loved the rush, the excitement. There was no way I could give it all up in one go. I was only going to do it once more.
Watching her cry on the bottom stair was heartbreaking though. She means so much to me. I had no idea it meant so much to her. my wife took it seriously and I didn't. she supported me i didn't care. It was my resolution.
"Honey, I promise I will not write drabble."