Motion or Emotion?

When will it all end? I ask myself time and time again.
I feel like I am on a hamster wheel going nowhere even though I am putting all my energy into going forward in life.
If I stopped I would go backwards, tumbling, falling and crashing. Basically arse over tit.
What if I jump off the wheel and stand still a while, what will happen?
Will the Earth stop moving or carry on without me?
Am I so insignificant that no one will care?
Am I the only one who cares about the past, the now and the future?