Stephen Just Wants A Break

I should be a psycho. I mean i have the typical home background, abusive alcoholic dad, mum that is never home, hardly any money. For some reason though i am a shy, nice, good hearted person. It fucking sucks. I can do psycho things on occasions but i still don't feel like one. Others have better backgrounds than me and manage it so why am i not one? I want to hate people, i want to be feared, i want the respect at school that i deserve for putting up with the shit i do. I want to be loved.