Suddenly, I’m 50. Well, nearly.
50! What the hell happened? Surely I should have some highlights from my 30’s. Or even my 40’s!
God, how old my father was when he hit 50! And now it’s my turn!
Maybe I need to start living now, whilst I can, before everything starts to fail.
Maybe I need to at long last grow up and make a decision or two – you know, the big decisions you put off until you feel ready to make them.
Maybe I need to learn from my mistakes and move on.
No-one gets out alive.