Roman: Feeling Numb

I feel the rain falling....
Sleepless nights go beyond to soothe my pain. And I can't even try to find someone to blame, cause we're all surrounded by guilt and fears of the night. Relentless shame gone and lost away. My black mask hides all tears in my eyes, world of red behind me.
I'm feeling numb from the fight.
And I'm feeling numb from this pain deep down inside, my guilt.
Can't hide from the fears trembling deep within me. Want to quit.
But then I see those faces, saved faces. All reaching while cheering for me.
Saving Me.